Friday, December 18, 2009

i have to accept the fact that there are some things i will never be good at.

my words and actions are useless. there is no comfort in knowing that whatever i do or say will ever be enough.. for anyone. that's why i've been depressed. that's why i can't open up. that's why i want to dissapear. will i ever trust, and more importantly will i ever be trusted? i need more than i'm needed, and i want more than i'm wanted. most importantly i'm more of a dissapointment than i've ever wanted to be. i don't know how to pick myself up, and neither does anyone else. all i can do is get through this again, it's going to take everything i've got because right now i don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. i have a feeling that someone is slowly closing the door to my life.
peace on the street.

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