completely out of the loop.

I don't know where to find myself these days. I'm constantly losing myself amongst 1000+ page books, school work, studying, and friends. I haven't given myself the time of day to stop and realize that i need to pay attention to me and my needs. That is until i became unbelievably sick on sunday. I actually went to the hospital. All of those who know me also know i DO NOT go to the hospital. For some reason i was scared, scared of the fact: Life. It doesn't last forever, and of all people i would have expected my self to know that. I've attended more funerals that i have weddings, and i know that is a terribly sad thing to say but it is also the truth. Where do i go from here? How do i change? I don't want to seem selfish, but i'd like to live for once. And by live i mean i'd like to do the things i want to do, when i want to do them. One simple choice can change your future forever, can change you for ever! With that said, everything can all be gone in a matter of seconds. There's a difference in doing things for others, and doing too much for others. Be a little selfish and do for yourself. 

peace on the street.